答禱

Last night some attackers contracted my uterus vigorously

It hurt so bad that I had to pray and leave my bed urgently
I  thought  that they tried to ruin my chance to have babies

I asked God to stop the pain the attackers caused remotely

I negotiated with God why did He allow such evil activity
This nonsense had been cursing for over two years' history
I  said  that He was righteous and He handled things justly

I asked why were they allowed to hurt His daughter freely

Why  were they allowed to hurt innocent people randomly

We could not even defend ourselves from such technology

Why the technologies were even allowed to exist currently

I asked God to eliminate them from universe to deliver me

I was not related to them nor did anything to them wrongly

The attackers did not have any right to manipulate my body

They violated my human rights by invading into my privacy

They were thieves when they stole my information constantly

Murderers when they were intentionally remotely hurting me

Why did they not have bad consequence after they injured me

And no one could figure out who and where they were exactly 

I struggled for half an hour then I started sleeping on my belly

A minute later the pain was slowly shifted to my right kidney

I heard a voice but I could not figure out all the words exactly

Eventually the pain was softened and it disappeared gradually