Thursday, June 3, 2021

Dream

 撲來撲去為咗食,唔食又唔得,食好似喺人生唯一嘅目標同娛樂,撚多啲其他嘢就已經成為幻想妄想甚至思覺失調,撚嚟撚去用埋念力都得唔到,失落到又開始肚餓同口痕,又要再撲來去又要再食,原來人。。。就喺一團食物。

I have been running around for food, I cannot live without food, it seems like my goal of life and only entertainment are food. I usually turn into a constantly fantisizing delusional psycho when I think outside of food. I can only kick and punch in my mind because I get completely tied up in reality. Sometimes even my mind is controlled because I get tortured for not thinking what "they" want. My dream is dead, my life is over. Then I get hungry, have cravings and I need to again run around for food. No time nor energy to think more than food. Human........ is a blob of food. 

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